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The Most Beautiful You, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on November 16, 2019 at 10:05 AM

The most beautiful you. You truly are an art form. Just loving you. Expressing you. Being you. Stay true to that and you are well. If we manifest the world as we see it, what do you see right now, in this moment? What have you manifested here? Is it a place of beauty or something else? What can you change in you....to feel well? Is it simply acceptance and surrender? Even the most hard things. Understanding you have the power to create is actually the place where dreams comes true you know. The answers or the questions. In the utter letting go of what you can not be (what does not work)... you find who you are. And that is the most beautiful truth and you are the most beautiful you. Glorious really. A shining spirit with endless possibilities. That is what you are. From this life to the next.



(Coming Out Of) The Woods, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on November 7, 2019 at 7:30 AM

(Coming Out Of) The Woods - How Fear Manifests, By Victoria Bourque


True story. A client/friend that I have known for a few years and follow on social media was having some difficulties.


Her and her husband are intuitive and spritiually gifted and totally understand the concept of energy work and healing. In fact, she is an amazing healer. That does not mean they had a smooth ride, because none of us do and we all have things to resolve. There are definitely all kinds of bumps along the way. Things that intefere or send you off-track. Things that need addressing and clearing too. Sometimes things you can't resolve on your own.


In this instance, my friends were having some major issues with the woods around their home. There was such bad energy on the land and it seems to be pushing in on them.  Smothering. This issue with the land had been going on for several years, but no matter the energy work they did, the bad energy remained. Coinciding with this, they were experiencing bad luck and all kinds of things in their outer world as well, just one after another. I think my inuition perked up big time, when they were involved in a head-on collision. They were hit by someone not watching what they were doing and their truck was totaled. I just felt it was time to reach out. 


I spoke with my friend who explained all they had done already on the issueswith the land around their home and that the energy was very dark. They had had some strange experiences while living there and it was so bad, they were ready to move. With the string of bad luck adding to things, I think they were at their wits end. I volunteered to see what I could sense and see about the land itself. I too felt the "dark" energy when connecting to the situation. I decided to sleep on it and see what would come. During the night I woke up with a feeling of being surrounded. And panic. I also saw a circle, as if my home was exactly that...surrounded or encircled...the circle just kept going around and around.


I woke up the next day to go to work. What was interesting was I immediately got a sense of "woods" but not from this time era. From the past. And felt that my friends were there....long ago in the woods (I do not think it was their woods exactly, but just woods, being deep in the woods). I knew I was looking at a past life for them. They were settlers at some point, in early America. When the land was still wild. Now, if you have ever felt true FEAR....imagine your home was in these woods long ago...and you were being watched. Maybe just you and your husband and maybe your children too in a place where there was no local police to call in an emergency.   And you knew you were being watched...(just like they were feeling in the present) and imagine a worse fate, that was in store.


I sensed immediately that they were victims in an old fort/compound or cabin perhaps and the feeling of being surrounded was indeed that. The energy of no way out. The fear of being outnumbered. The terror of meeting death in such a way. Those are the feelings I felt while working and clearing this past life for them. What I was releasing for them.  My summation (as there is no exact science to this)...is they met their death by the hands of those surrounding them (my guess being Native Americans who were not happy to have their land taken from them by early settlers). This is not a judgement, just our history.  And what resonated. And where my guides had me go.


If you can understand that fear is a real thing, that it recreates....those who had a traumatic past life or even trauma in this life, may trigger the same feelings, the same fear...as BEFORE. It mirrors out again to be dealt with in one way or another.

Once I finished clearing what needed to go. I relayed the information to my friend. 


It was great relief to them, to KNOW what it was. The past life where they died, terrified...alone and surrounded/outnumbered. Imagine those moments of pure fear knowing your end was coming...your death... and it would not be good. That was the energy I cleared. Not the land/the woods...just the fear. Their death, not a pleasant one either...from another time in the woods.


Now that they had the answer...there was an almost immediate shift.  They could go outside to the woods where they live. They no longer felt watched, scared, creepy and fearful.   The woods...were just woods. The fear was gone. 


Fear itself, manifests over and over until you clear it.  It creates like a movie projector, the same old thing from somewhere else, somewhere "before" in your life.....and if you are lucky enough to know that is what you are experiencing you can get help (from me) to clear what needs to go.


It is my calling to help you find your way out of the woods too.  I would not have it any other way. 


Love,


Vicky




The Gargoyle in the Emergency Room, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on October 31, 2018 at 9:30 AM


The Gargoyle In The Emergency Room


A short story by Victoria Bourque


The road to here was a long one and she was tired. Fighting nightmares. Too many strange things. Clearly an attempt at reckoning now. Not to refuse the events and try and understand as she sat in the coldness of the emergency room. Wishing to be anywhere else.


She watched the girl. Laying quiet. She and the nurse keeping vigil. Why were things this way? What could she have done differently? You never stop wanting them to be free.


Suddenly the girl on the bed convulsed and began a macabre dance. Her body suddenly arching off the bed from the waist up in a bizarre fashion. Almost as if... what was she witnessing? The nurse too...watched in bewilderment. The girl's body rose to a somewhat sitting position and stared hatefully at her. Daring her.


She saw the gargoyle then...inside the girl. Arching and flaring it's hideous wings. Challenging her with the hate it carried. The nurse clearly shaken at what he had seen, sat upright in his chair....not wanting to admit it could be possible.


But she knew what it was. And from here, she could exorcise the beast.


LOVE to all. It truly does conquer. And rids you of demons.


Happy Halloween



BREAK THAT SPELL, KISS THAT MOON! By Victoria Bourque

Posted on August 26, 2018 at 9:55 AM

FULL MOON MESSAGE: LUCKY MOON!! - BREAKING OLD SPELLS


(You may not even know you are under one!) A spell is something you believe is true, remember from somewhere in time (karma), or experienced first hand this time around, that has you behaving mechanically, as if by rote, almost like a puppet, re-enacting....while your energy keeps re-casting that same scenario over and over!


CHANGE IS RIGHT HERE!

Breaking a Vow of: I can't do things differently. (Think about that thought pattern in itself, and the self limiting trap it puts you in.)


Are you tired of the same old outcome in love, life, money, relationships? Do you feel like you are stuck in your head on a particular thought, old outcome or pattern? Are you sick of it?????


You would be amazed at how energetically "bound" you are to the old way of doing things and thinking and reacting until you work in a session with me!


I clear old spells of stuck memories, thoughts and behaviors. Things that suck...(you dry). It's very cool!


BREAK THAT SPELL AND KISS THAT MOON!


Much Love,


Vicky



 

Above the Din!! Across the Great Divide, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on April 17, 2018 at 7:40 AM

Above the Din!! Across the Great Divide - By Victoria Bourque

You know...the election before the last one, so I guess that was around 2013, I was given some angelic information...I was in a time crunch to go vote and was contemplating the hows and what's of how to get there etc. I heard very, very, very clearly that the election to worry about was the next one....the one after...in 2017. That is was a huge significant election to come. Thanks for the heads up into the future and I thought wow, they are telling me quite specifically about the next one. The message was quite clear. I was amazed really as I hadn't expected that message to come through like it did. Flash forward to our last election. And I thought, my guides were right...we may actually evolve enough to have a female president!! I am not going to fight about this or make it a big debate about politics. But I wanted to share that way back then, I was given the information about how crucial the election was going to be. But it was a prophecy so to speak. An unfolding way back in 2013 on things coming our way. I just misunderstood the message...to think we were going to have a female president. That wouldn't it be amazing if we could see beyond gender (now that we had overcome skin color?) Back to the NOW. Clearly the current chaos everywhere has people worried... it has really woken people up to appreciate perhaps their personal freedom and rights. The planet they live on. Who they are. What they want to see. What is fair. To appreciate kindness, union, compassion, intelligence, their voice, wits, integrity, what family should be, what respect is. To honor vows, to be selfless, to be charitable, to teach fairness, honesty and truth. To strive. To be a better person and behave that way. How did we learn this? THE HARD WAY!! It seems to be our path to learn the most from here. This is just a temporary glitch in time. And a teacher. No matter what. Life will go on. Keep learning and growing and changing and standing up. Whether you are political or not. This is a learning experience. Above (way, way above) that "perceived" separation/divide....is a higher truth. Stick to that. Whenever you are uncertain...go higher than what you see... to what you know. Enjoy the ride!! We are always being guided. Some parts maybe not as fun, but we are on our way somewhere. Together.



Grey Skies, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on April 16, 2018 at 7:45 AM

So this is for fun and because I am from New England, thought I would take a classic spring song and put a global warming spin on it.  We have had nothing but grey skies and cold for about six months now...with a rare hit of 50 degrees but most of the time, it's grey and cold and we need and miss SPRING!!!!!


You know there are no Allman Brother songs about Grey Skies... so here goes:


To the tune of the fondly remembered "Blue Skies" by the Allman Brothers in a time when we still had 4 seasons...


Grey Skies (and global warming)

 

Slip along the sidewalk, covered up in ice.

Fell down on my backside, wasn't very nice.

Taking out the trash up on Highland hill, slid down to the bottom across High Street and sliding still... early morning Ice storm tells me all I need to know...

 

You're my Grey Skies, you're my gloomy day,

Lord you know it makes me cry when your snowing in my face

Snowing in my face yeah....


Good old Monday morning, ice is pelting on the roof, I'll be paying my heat bill long after the month of June... and the snow is coming down...the snow is coming down...down...


Refrain:


You're my grey skies, you're my gloomy day,

Lord you know it makes me cry when you're snowing in my face....Snowing in my face yeah....


PS This picture (and I saw the movie) below sums up the weather pretty well!



 

 

Do You See This Bird?, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on April 15, 2018 at 9:05 PM

Do You See This Bird? - By Victoria Bourque


I am not silently screaming anymore.

Back against the wall.

Not silently screaming anymore.

I have seen it all.

I never should have been silenced.

I was not to blame.

I couldn't speak about it, as painful as it was.

The things that didn't make sense, I had to overcome.

Not silently screaming anymore.

I can let it go now.

I let it all go now.

Free.

I see this bird, she is a beautiful creature....and she sings.  Quite well.



Dreaming of Tornadoes, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on April 15, 2018 at 7:30 AM

Tornado Dreams! Change. Endings, Sudden shifts. Unpredictable paths. Some things come and some things go! Life or Death. Swirling and whirling through life! Interesting all the things associated with wind, force, nature and God.


I have had some weird dreams lately... especially around my catering job. My part time job, that was on top of a full time day job as an admin. This job at first was fun and social and then became work and my means to buying a home and landing somewhere. And then I became the suit I had to wear. I became overworked, two or three jobs is a lot to maintain. This job also came during the cancer of my mom, the loss of my dad, and my giving up on a love life so yes, I was free Saturday nights! I lost my identity in the suit for some reason. It felt heavy. But it is just a suit, that's it. And funny thing is at this point, I am not sure I can maintain this life here in my house I wanted so badly...its quiet and very sheltering but almost too sheltering. I think the answers will come. I know things are changing. I want some fresh life and not old stale energy. I am opening my windows. Anyway in the dream last night... I heard the noise first, and then storms were coming, I could see funnel clouds and a very electric sky ..I didn't know where my kids were.. but left to run out to the barn and hoped that they would make it to safety and Rachel would look up from her cellphone and notice the storms and figure out to get to the shelter before she became Dorothy!! Lol. I worried about them, what mother doesn't? But I went anyway They are adults after all. The weird part was that my catering boss Jill was there supervising during this catastrophe and was telling us to make sure we were dressed in our catering uniforms!! Then there was a piece of pie on the counter and during this crisis of the storms and escaping to my safety....I grabbed a bite on the way out. I was like...fuck it! I want my piece of the pie!!! I want my piece of the pie!! I figure this means that I have hung in there financially through a lot of storms and am tired and ready for change. This is all in my head of course that I have to carry burdens, I mean, I learned this, but I can unlearn it too. Winds blow things away, good and bad. Ce la vi! Out of the ashes as they say. Maybe I have been trying to outrun the wind, impending disaster and it became a way of living, but I am done here. I know one thing... I have always hated that uniform!!!

Happy Sunday!

Love, Vicky


Free Falling - Your Angels, A Gentle Ride, and Reality By Victoria Bourque

Posted on April 6, 2018 at 11:25 AM

FREE FALLING - YOUR ANGELS, A GENTLE RIDE, and REALITY - By Victoria Bourque

I have a story to share...about ten years back, I was with my family up in Lisbon helping my brother cut down some trees in his yard. My dad was doing the cutting at the base of the tree and several of us siblings were holding ropes to pull it in a certain direction as it fell. Well me and my mom were standing to one side of the tree and the tree was supposed to fall in the direction my brothers were pulling....but as fate would have it, the tree decided to fall towards me and my mom at the last minute. Oh, oh!! So I yelled to my mom, to RUN! and we started to...but mom slipped on the ground and went down. With no time to spare....and while I was still running, I bent down and hauled her up by the back of her jacket and basically dragged her with me!! We made it. The branches of the top of tree just missing us! So we were lucky and could laugh. Fast forward to life in general, we all can say we have had things that have shaken us to the core, we all have felt that "free falling" with no safety net.We have all wondered...why?  It is a hard place to be...to suffer or hurt, to not know what is going to happen, or happen next!!  But what I realized today is that just like me and my mom, and dragging her out of harm's way...your clothes may get muddy in the process, your hair may get caught on twigs and branches, you may skin your knees or much, much worse....but the idea is to get out of harm's way and to land safely somewhere else.  In reflecting during this mercury retrograde, I heed the advice of my angels, I trust where they are taking me (even if it is by the back of my jacket). I can live with some skinned knees and things that were much worse. Reality is not always gentle to us. And we don't always know the why. I love and thank my helpers for holding onto me the whole time and dragging me when necessary to get where I need to be.  I can live with that. I can live with that.  Love, Vicky




Full Moon Message - March 1, 2018 - By Soul Intentions, Victoria Bourqe

Posted on March 3, 2018 at 8:15 AM

Full Moon Message: Soup or Salad? The never ending cycle of worry, anger, resentment, blame and fear creates "chaos". A STEW made on the stove from somewhere that has caused you distress (examples are social media, the news, family patterns and behaviors, politics, religion, thoughts you think about anything that are at a lower vibration -- you know causing you to feel upset and emeshed in it). It may not even be your stew...but handed to you by someone else and yet, you are stewing in it still. That stew creates a vacume effect that literally sucks you up into the pot too. How do you get out of this vacume of distress you may not even be consciously aware of you are participating in?

You must step outside the ingredients one at a time. I am powerless thinking, blame thinking, fear, overwhelm, resentment and other toxic lower energies that may be swimming in your pan create what you eat so to speak. That STEW can be super potent stew. Some people don't get out, they swim in it forever. But YOU have the advantage as the "chef of you" all by yourself....and the POWER to cook up something new is in your mind. To step out of the "conditioning" of whatever recipie you may have been blindly following and cook your own dinner instead. Something you like for example. You can't win against old stew. It just is something that got created in a pot somewhere. Pay attention to what you are stirring in your pot now. Remove the things that are poison to you cause why on earth would you want to eat that? You are not powerless. You are powerful.

Be wise and be objective for yourself and see that the problem is the energy you may currently be sucked up in thinking has more power than you...and don't forget its nasty after-taste. Put that soup spoon down. Make a salad or something new!!! Change. Is. Now.


PS You can think anything! Anything! I hope you choose to think on love for yourself, others and the world. Your power is here to decide in the end. I wish you PEACE. And please pass the rolls and butter regardless.

 

"Iron Sky" Paulo Nutini


We are proud individuals living for the city,

But the flames couldn't go much higher.

We find Gods and religions to,

To paint us with salvation.

But no one,

No nobody,

Can give you the power,


To rise over love,

And over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds.

Over fear and into freedom.


Oh, that's life

Left dripping down the walls

Of a dream that cannot breathe

In this harsh reality

Mass confusion spoon fed to the blind

Serves now to define our cold society


From which we'll rise over love,

Over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds.

Over fear and into freedom.


You just got to hold on!

You just got to hold on!


Ohhh ohhhh oh oh


[Sample from "The Great Dictator" (1940) movie - Charlie Chaplin:]

(To those who can hear me, I say, do not despair.

The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed,

The bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress.

The hate of men will pass, and dictators die,

And the power they took from the people will return to the people.

And so long as men die, liberty will never perish.

Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men -

Machine men with machine minds and machine hearts!

You are not machines, you are not cattle, you are men!

You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful,

To make this life a wonderful adventure

Let us use that power!

Let us all unite!)

 

And we'll rise over love,

And over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds

Over fear,

Into freedom.

Into freedom!


From which we'll rise over love,

And over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds

Over fear,

Into freedom

Freedom


From which we'll rise over love,

And over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds.

Over fear and into freedom.

Freedom!


Oh!

Rain on me!

Rain on me!

Rain on me!

"Iron Sky"


We are proud individuals living for the city,

But the flames couldn't go much higher.

We find Gods and religions to,

To paint us with salvation.

But no one,

No nobody,

Can give you the power,


To rise over love,

And over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds.

Over fear and into freedom.

 

Oh, that's life

Left dripping down the walls

Of a dream that cannot breathe

In this harsh reality

Mass confusion spoon fed to the blind

Serves now to define our cold society


From which we'll rise over love,

Over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds.

Over fear and into freedom.

 

You just got to hold on!

You just got to hold on!


Ohhh ohhhh oh oh


[Sample from "The Great Dictator" (1940) movie - Charlie Chaplin:]

(To those who can hear me, I say, do not despair.

The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed,

The bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress.

The hate of men will pass, and dictators die,

And the power they took from the people will return to the people.

And so long as men die, liberty will never perish.

Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men -

Machine men with machine minds and machine hearts!

You are not machines, you are not cattle, you are men!

You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful,

To make this life a wonderful adventure

Let us use that power!

Let us all unite!)


And we'll rise over love,

And over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds

Over fear,

Into freedom.

Into freedom!

 

From which we'll rise over love,

And over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds

Over fear,

Into freedom

Freedom


From which we'll rise over love,

And over hate,

Through this iron sky,

That's fast becoming our minds.

Over fear and into freedom.

Freedom!


Oh!

Rain on me!

Rain on me!

Rain on me!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELKbtFljucQ

Is your HEALTH and WELLNESS affected by the TOXIC Energy of Anger, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on February 19, 2018 at 9:25 AM

The Toxic Energy of Anger - By Victoria Bourque


Years ago... I had a client, a successful businessman from Boston who came to me with an intense amount of anger. He had always been a good man, he had always done good business, and after the Boston Marathon bombing, he contributed coffee and food to the police and coast guard every single day to say thank you for what they were doing. When he came to see me he was angry because he had been cheated in a business deal and lost all his money, lost everything and he was angry and wanted to put the blame somewhere. Normally my sessions go for an hour or two tops but when he came I let him go on and on with his anger. He was mad at me for being a different kind of psychic. He always had worked with psychics that could just tell him his fortune... that's what all psychics did before for him! And here he was with me....talking about love and healing. He didn't see the connection. He felt ripped off. Someone was out to get him. Why him? Anyway I tolerated this for a long time during the session as I worked and I asked him to have patience with the work.. and the answers would come. About into hour three of our session... (trust me it was super toxic energy!)...there was a complete and utter removal of the Angry Cloud that was all over the place in my office, on him, all over me. It was simply removed. Poof! He felt it instantly...as did I. And when the shift came and he could feel for himself the difference between anger and peace. He was instantly humbled. And grateful. Because what he really wanted was not to be angry anymore. Not right or wrong or to have his money back or his business, but to not be in pain. He thanked me at the end of the session. I couldn't have been happier for him even though it was exhausting...and quite a rough session.It was worth it!! I did not hold resentment for him. I wished him well. I took a quite a long nap after that I have to assure you because energy is very strong and whatever you're in at the moment....so am I when I work. I wouldn't have it any other way. To be able to feel it and go there with someone...and bring them back...is priceless. <3 I would love to help you too. And the world would be a much better place with no more anger in it.  And it may improve your life and (health) in more ways than you could imagine!

PS I can help you with your pain, anger, grief, anxiety.  It's what I do.  <3


I CALL YOU OUT! Facing Spirits From Your Past, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on February 10, 2018 at 9:35 AM



Past Life Spirits That Haunt You Still.....


These visitations and karmic stories create the energy of what used to be so you can see clearly and learn what you don't want now.


So this is interesting...I have had a long term issue with a family member who has had a very rough road in this life. My love for this person has outweighed anything else and my heartache that things have been so hard has hurt me and our family deeply. I have seen this person struggle for a long time with their identity, worth and value. This situation is partly based on a past life we had together where I was their mother and in that life I witnessed him as "my son" being abused by my husband. I did nothing to stop it. In that life. I did nothing. Out of fear, meekness, being a victim. I am not sure. Most likely fear. And the results for this abused person led to an adulthood of depression and loneliness and deep pain. In this life, that karma presented for me to bear witness to the energy of this pattern...so I could understand and find what I had to clear here. This "bully spirit" I had to face... to face this abusive man as I should have then, in that life and protected my child, to have no more of it regardless. To tell it to leave us all be...to hit the road and not come back. It has kept my loved one in this life from moving forward in the present as they should. This past life. To have what is theirs to have in the present. Today, I finished up some loose strings here. Namely the ghost of this malicious father from that life...was haunting us still. Now, this could just be a projection of a spirit based on memories or the real thing. I don't care.


What I did today was a session on clearing things regarding this karma in the present. I felt compelled to "call this spirit out". I have never really done that before...and to use those words is very clear.. I said it out loud: I CALL YOU OUT. At least a dozen times this morning. We would not endure one more minute of this old story. And when the understanding dawned and the story came to me...the release of that karmic story (described above), I was overcome with emotion. It was as real as anything else. But now, I was able to face this bully as I should have then, in that life, and protected my child. I called him out!! I chose my child in this life and protected them as I should. I sent this bully spirit packing. Karma done. I forgive myself my fear and neglect in doing the right thing then. I can not do more than that. I have more than made up for it in this life. Any guilt or debt is finished. This will open the gates to better things. The reward? In facing what you fear...is the release from it. Blessings. Release. Freedom from the past that has interfered in the present. So to all who try really hard to make their life good even if they don't know why something is not good...keep going. There is karma there. Try "Calling Out" what needs to be faced...and let go of. Say it out loud too! So that it no longer blocks the joy you "deserve".


PS.  I can help you find the things in your way to the present you deserve too!

Love, Vicky

FULL MOON MESSAGE - January 31, 2018 - Soul Intentions, Victoria Bourque

Posted on February 5, 2018 at 8:30 PM

Full Moon Message: January 31st


Everlasting! The secret to love and happiness is NOT to be blind...but to know when to close your eyes.


(Quote taken from a French film called: Blockbuster) Not sure of the original origin, but the message is forgiveness. Matters of the Heart....forgiving is an intention and it opens gateways to more than you thought you could ever forgive, in order to release that karma of the unforgivable. To say no, I don't want that coming with me anymore. This will open the gateway to more than you thought you could receive or create for yourself. To be in that place of in between...uncertainty...fear...are all part of your ascension to newer heights and grander visions. It takes time to let it all go. Forgiving frees YOU to move ahead. Funny how that works. It is not in re-attaching to the pain of endings...but to trust your path will hold more for you than that. Step ahead now. And you know me... I can go on and on....but the truth of the matter is love IS everlasting, isn't it? and we are all on our own journey following our own purpose with this beautiful source called love. Some will come and some will go in your life. Just try always...to let the highest love be your guide. For that is your only true destination in the end. To return where you came from. Maybe a bit lighter than when you started out. Dance a little under the stars and rejoice in another full moon. For loved ones passed...remember they are always dancing with you.


Additional Meanings of this moon: Breaking co-dependency...(this is your "sole" get it? SOUL journey!! Unconditional love. Romance. Endearments. Strength. Truth. Vision. Hope. Vitality. Boosts that you need to see. Happiness. Relationships. Challenges. How About Some Lightening Up?



Finding Quinton Darkshadow, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on January 30, 2018 at 10:30 PM

FINDING QUINTON DARKSHADOW, By Victoria Bourque

(This was a very old post, I dug out of my files to share again.) 



After reading a disappointing romance novel that was all the rage this summer, I commented one night on Facebook with my friends that I didn't see why it was a "must read".


But everyone has their own idea of what's hot and what's not. So regardless of your personal tastes, I decided to create a mini romance novel on my page....called Lust of the Mohicans!! About an over-worked single mom doing laundry in her basement when all of the sudden a tall, dark and handsome man hurtled through a time portal behind her washing machine and swept her up in a river of passion and carried her away!!!


It was quite fun really, and I do love to write. So I had a little mini book going through my posts. And yes...I named him "Quinton Darkshadow". Six feet tall, loincloth (and not much else!), he was long, lean and luscious!


So anyways...even though he only was a ten post book. He represented so much to me. He was the dream we all dream. The hero we need, when we think there is no hero out there. Now men do the same thing...they search and fantasize about a dream girl too but I will let them write that book, because honestly.....I don't know what it is besides maybe a sexy outfit and finding the milk in the fridge for them.


So getting back to Quinton. You need the dream. You absolutely need the dream. If you have only known less than or have been hurt big time, you have nothing else there to compare it with so the fantasy hero comes into play. And in my posts...of course, I was the heroine. I was the star. Not the caregiver, doer, giver, super woman, etc. I actually got to be "saved'. Rescued by a tall dark handsome he-man!!


So after the first few chapters which were really fun....I took a break. I turned off Facebook too. And the last month or so has been about me. Allowing me the time to come back from where I had been.

 

I went back on Facebook recently. And last night I brought Quinton and Victoria back to life in Chapter Ten.... and as he had tended to some wounds she got through her travel in the time portal (waterfall, rocks, half drowned, ass kicked), he was there....ready to offer some "salve" for her wounds. But instead, Victoria told him: No. Thanks Quinton, It's been a real trip....but I can "salve" myself from here. She kissed his bewildered lips hard and said good bye. She had to go home, to get back to her and start living in the real world again...not just with the dreams of what she wanted....but with a knowing she was really ready to have them!


So she left her Quinton.....the hero she needed to get through some nightmare things when to her, there were no heroes. Until of course, she realized she had always been her own.


So dear readers...another step in life is to step back into life, when you are done with whatever stopped you from really living to begin with. I hope you too, have a Quinton Darkshadow on your side. Everyone deserves to be supported. And the only one who really can do this supporting is you after all.


You are the hero you seek! You always were... sometimes you just have to go "inside" to see that....before you can come back out.


For Quinton...... I love you and thanks!


Soul Intentions Full Moon Message January 1 - 2, 2018, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on January 9, 2018 at 7:20 AM



Full Moon (Super Moon) January 1-2nd, 2018 Message:The Goddess Kali-Ma - Endings and Beginnings.

So this message began a week ago. I was at the Shaman's Dream at the mall getting some sage as I felt a strong need to really purify and clear and cleanse old residual stories/patterns/energies. I don't follow any particular religion so-to-speak but rather I just go with where I am led with loving intentions and that works pretty well. The cashier mentioned to me a Hindu Goddess in our conversation: KALI-MA. I listened and felt to pay attention. I researched this Goddess a little bit and called upon her for assistance with tying up old loose ends and really cleaning house on the past. I did some work this morning on my old story that I am so done with. We all have something we have been working on overcoming and that includes me. This morning, as FATE would have it..I was guided to pull a card for myself. Lo and Behold, there she was: KALI, the Goddess of DEATH and REBIRTH. I love synchronicity and confirmation!! So with that said, I wanted to do my message: Life is a journey. We win some, we loose some. But hanging on to old things long dead serves no one. This energy of loss can cause problems in manifesting what we really do want (gains). Don't stick to that old pattern. Thoughts are key to your health. Even unconsciously the energy of whatever has your attention, is going to manifest. I am more than happy to let go.... but at one time, it was impossible to imagine. And now... new beginnings. They come with the price of releasing things we just can't take with us anymore. It is a blessing to welcome the new. Really. It is. So a bit more on this moon. Trust, Faith, Guidance, Help for the Asking, Research. New Ideas, New People. CLEAR your house and your self with sage. Release the dead things in your life. Allow the new to come through. Research body/mind health. What you think...becomes. It really does. Don't repeat the same old stories, make some new ones! More to your liking. You are loved and guided beyond your current visions, even if it does not tap dance in front of you at the moment, I can hear the shoes!


Happy New Year. Love, Vicky


PS - Sessions Are Available to Assist you in Your New Beginnings.   Email or Text: [email protected] or 603-205-5702



My Beautiful Twig, By Victoria Bourque, Your True Soul Intentions

Posted on January 6, 2018 at 9:20 AM

My Beautiful Twig,  By Victoria Bourque


Confidence in your self betrays no one.  Slights no one.  Compares no one.

There is no need to "Edward Scissorhands" yourself.... or morph into something to feel approval worthy.  

There is no threat to you of parasites or things that would disturb your soil.  You nourish yourself with kind thinking and support.  Your root system is deep and has been a lot of places.  Don't dismiss that.  Those are your roots.  

When you sit back with those scissors...and say: you know what? this is good.  I am good. There is no need for cutting, trimming and lopping off twigs.

Every time a new branch shoots out, wild and free, green and dewy with promise, just let it.  You get an opportunity to embrace something new and amazing.  If you let it grow and don't cut it off. 

It is well with your soul...when you no longer hide who you are or deny who you are or "cut anything out" of who you are.

Sit back, throw out the scissors, and realize your greatness ALREADY is.

My Beautiful Twig


Love, Vicky


PS - Thank you to the powers that be.  <3


The Well, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on January 5, 2018 at 5:15 AM



What if you had pain about something and the only answer for you was to leave?  And in leaving the pain, you left all the other things connected with it.  But you didn't know that at the time.  All you were giving away.

Everything you held dear... vaporized.  

And you think to yourself, there now..I have destroyed it all.  

You felt too hurt by something to allow anything. Not good enough because you loved something that failed you.  

Denied in your pain, the will to have your fill. You couldn't taste anything.  .

When you get far enough away....and in a reasonable amount of time, you can go back to your garden...and look at the beautiful tree full of fruit for you still.  The things you love are always yours to love, they are memories... more like branches really of your life.. 

The lushness of the fruit in your mouth.  Just waiting for you to come back and drink your fill.  Heavy with the waiting.

You reach out once more, to take a taste.

And drink your fill.



Soul Intentions

Healing Remedy (for what ails you)!

I "Choose To" Open The Door (To Abundance)


For Personal Empowerment (Choice), Self Acceptance, and Revealing Your Truth!

 

We may have learned to fear opening ourselves up (to life) based on negative experiences in the past. This essence allows for the “choice” to reveal without the fear of punishment, blame (debt) or rejection.


I am renewed, I am reborn, I see my value, my worth and my loving soul.


It is you who opens the door to let love in! You may unconsciously not give you the support you need based on past patterns where your power (over your self) was taken from you or you had no control or say over things. You may have unconscious fear of being deserving. In the past, you may have had to forfeit you, or sacrificed you, or just couldn't win. But it is not the past anymore! It is helpful for those who have experienced unhealthy relationships, poor family dynamics or past trauma that has distorted your understanding of what healthy love is. It works very gently and sends you the love, assurance and support you need to open up, to TRUST and reveal who you are. It is for healthy boundaries and choice making. It is for knowing you have a "choice" and a say in your life. You can emerge....it's safe to.


I noted in making this essence that the head of the fully opened Lenten Rose seemed to be bowing down as if in question...but I do not see it as a submissive gesture….but rather an invitation or an asking of....for a wise person to stop here and take a closer look at the wealth and beauty and wisdom “underneath”. Most importantly, taking a look at the beauty, wealth and wisdom inside of your self.


Note: When selecting the flowers for this essence, I very specifically captured a bud of the Lenten Rose before it opened….because I wanted to capture that energy of "ready to reveal". We emerge in our own space and time. A respect here for the choice to open up and let the world in.

 

Lenten Rose – Divine Feminine (In dignity, gentleness, spiritual wisdom and strength….we command ourselves).


Bleeding Heart – For throwing your love away! For letting go of old emotional attachments that have you “bleeding” out in your life right now. To allow a new and abundant supply of love, trust, security and support to come in and go out, come in and go out. A beating heart is better than a dead one! It’s time to live again. Removes fear of opening your heart again after a long time of being closed off for whatever the reason.


Service Berry – For being of service to others…. is a sharing of your gifts without condition. To give from your heart for the betterment of all. Forgiveness. Spiritual growth and understanding. Compassion, empathy, kindness, grace. Self acceptance and the acceptance of others.


Windflower – Steadfastness…..grounded…..strength...for the good of all.


Pulmonia – Lungs. Hurt where love is concerned. Not feeling others approval. Not taking life in fully. Let go of any fears you have around controlling life. How can life come in you are not even breathing?

 

Magnolia – Full Circle. Lessons. Grace. Enduring Love. Character building. Inner strength. Acceptance of your gifts. Cycles – Endings and Beginnings. Oh the possibilities of the awakened mind, body and spirit!


Victoria Bourque @www.yourtruesoulintentions.com

SOUL INTENTIONS NEW MOON MESSAGE DECEMBER 18, 2017 - BY, VICTORIA BOURQUE

Posted on December 18, 2017 at 6:30 AM

NEW MOON MESSAGE: MUGS. I Love coffee, it's a ritual I do every day. Funny thing is, if I have to reheat my coffee in the microwave...I have a certain mug I use. It is chipped, cracked and faded and has not disintegrated yet. BUT it is THE cup I choose when I need to rely on my coffee being warmed up. It can take the gamma waves or radio waves or whatever my microwave is dishing up. I love this cup. It is not pretty. I have a china cup I love too and it is beautiful but it can't take the heat, so to speak. And you can not put those cups in the microwave!  Yes, it looks good on the table with all it's "Bone China" fancy dancy labels and all. But when I really need to depend on something....I choose my chipped and reliable mug. It has proven its strength to me. And always warms my coffee. So the message today is for my friends and loved ones who may feel that they more resemble the mug than the fine bone china and may have in the past...thought this was not so desirable. They don't feel their cracks and weather-beaten exterior are what's cool or wanted. Not everyone can be a China Cup...I mean that stuff is taken out and paraded around and all...but that's about it. It is for small special moments of careful manuevering. But the Mug...the mug is how we are every day. Flawed, yes....pretty...depends on your perception. But what really matters, is its wonderful strength. In my last moon message, I talked about masks...and hiding behind illusions. Time for illusions to fade as reality is a more reliable place to be. So I think it is appropriate this message came today...what good is an empty vessel and a china cup in the long run? When the substance of who we are comes from all those cracks and chips. Peace and happy New Moon. Love, Vicky

Hipster Christmas Poem, By Victoria Bourque

Posted on December 9, 2017 at 2:35 PM

Hipster Christmas Poem, By Victoria Bourque


Twas the night before Christmas in Somersworth you know.. and all were at Market Basket before the big snow.


Of course I was there, just went to TJ Maxx, (I bought this white purse and a wallet to match!)


As I shopped and I scurried up and down the food aisles...I was met with smiling people on every aisle. Some were in jammies..and sweatpants of course. But I noticed some people I didn't before. They were dressed and they were stylish...yes dressed to the nines!! I saw well groomed haircuts and classic fashion lines! Was I in a hip metropolitan area??? I had to stop...fashion hysteria!!


These were the people forced out of Portsmouth!! Longing for signs we were still important!! So what if we can't live there or pay the high rent! The only course for many is so evident!! Moving to a new zip code!


We have Somersworth!! A meccca...and soon you will see. that people here also dress fashionably! (Even on a snow day!)


And right there and then...heard my heart give a clatter!! My spirits were lifted....what the heck was the matter? I'll tell you. Behold to my wondering eyes should appear!!!! Good looking men wearing knit hats and scruffy beards!! Hipsters!! So many, all in one day!! My head was spinning, what can I say!


Woo hooo! I exclaimed as they came into sight. They are liviing here too now. What a delight! Merry Christmas to all and I guess I shopped right!


It made me happy to finally see...moving was hard but set me free.


And now as I notice...there's a lot of people here...that once thought they couldn't live that far from there. Santa thanks for coming and giving me my house..I am grateful as ever...your humble little mouse. With a great new purse!


Love, Vicky



FULL MOON MESSAGE - DECEMBER 3, 2017 - Soul Intentions, Victoria Bourque

Posted on December 2, 2017 at 10:55 AM



DECEMBER 3, 2017 - FULL MOON MESSAGE: A NIGHT AWAY FROM THE MUSEUM -  OPEN SAYS ME.


Putting too high a value on your self... perhaps based on past wounds where you put yourself out there and got hurt and you don't want that to happen again. So in order to protect yourself, you may have had to put a higher value on you based on someone's or something's LESSER appreciation of you. But this is a catch-22. With too much focus (value) on yourself...you build an armor that vibrates out energetically and is a magnet for this very thing...that you are no longer obtainable (price to high or impossible to have or a museum piece, aka, relic). You are essentially closed off. Whoops! You didn't mean to do this...but in your experiences, the only way to be safe or secure...is to put yourself "above" so-to-speak. No judgment and no, you are not conceited. This energy vibrates that exact condition though and you attract the lessons you need to overcome the condition. Over time, the walls put up, become your mantra. You may feel hungry...yet when people approach, you still vibrate this energy of unobtainable - price too high - artifact,etc. We close off to something when it has caused us deep pain based on our experiences with whatever it is. As you know, last month's moon message was having your Heart's Desire. And if you are blocked here...how can you have it? This initial wound of too high a value on you.... may have resulted in an over focus on yourself simply because you got hurt. And put up a wall. You may have put a higher value on your self to stay safe or be able to control what or who or how things come in or out. However, in the long run, the damage is two-fold: the initial harm...and the continued harm of trying to manage "it" by increasing your perception of your value. "Don't touch, I am priceless, a museum piece that must not be enjoyed, but rather curtained of behind ropes, with security guards, etc". That kind of thing. So I like to explain in detail, because if you think of energy impacts and the law of attraction...you see these results. If you have armor...based on having to put too high a value on you (survival)...perhaps...it is time to begin the journey back from an over-focus on yourself....and see the world safely...as one with it...all by yourself...out in the open. Open to receiving something more, than the things that closed you off to begin with. Is it easy to let go of fear? No. Can you let go? Yes. Open, open...open wide. What you want...must come from the energy of what you think.... Go out there..and live.  A Night Away... From The Museum.  Love...As Always, Vicky - Healer, Emptah, Clairvoyant 


P.S. This lovely model is my daughter Rachel.  Such a good soul, inside and out.  So Proud of Her!




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